Soon the news was all over the countryside
that André Valon had come home from the war, and the very
next day Marianne's doorstep was besieged with people who not
only wanted to see the boy, but wished to know just what was going
on over in Champagne or Verdun; whether the King of Prussia was
really marching on Paris, or whether he had been defeated by the
brave national army and was now in full retreat.
Somehow, too, it had become known that André had both won
his epaulettes and lost his left arm at Valmy, where the King
of Prussia had suffered a severe defeat. Rumours of that victory
- one of the rare ones - had penetrated as far as Val-le-Roi;
Danton had made grandiloquent allusions to it in the National
Assembly, had talked volubly about "our glorious troops,
our valorous soldiers who were sweeping the whole of Europe clean
of tyrants and militarism." He spoke of "their heroic
deaths, fighting in the glorious cause of liberty," and "sacrificing
their noble lives with the smile of martyrs going to glory, so
that the world might, at least, be safe for democracy."
What he did not talk of were the unspeakable privations, the almost
unbelievable hardships which, indeed, had been endured by the
troops with a stoicism and heroic obstinacy almost without parallel
in the history of the world. André himself never spoke
about that. That he had suffered, and suffered terribly, along
with the troops which he had helped to lead to victory, could
be seen by the unnatural glitter that came to his eyes whenever
friends pressed him to tell them something of that well equipped
and well fed army of Prussians and Austrians who were attacking
France just because she had thrown off the shackles of tyranny
and led the vanguard to an era of equality and of liberty. An
almost cruel curve would then distort André's lips when
he spoke of the Austrian officers in their smart uniforms, or
the Prussian troops with their good boots and well filled bellies,
all fighting in the cause of those aristos who had so complacently
shaken the dust of starving France from their high-heeled shoes
and were disporting themselves in comfort and safety in Belgium
or England. And he would glance up into the distance, where, outlined
against the summer sky, the pinnacles and pointed roofs of the
Château de Marigny towered above the treetops, and the look
in his eyes became almost one of frenzied hatred, whilst words
such as Danton himself would have emulated came hoarsely from
his parched throat. He hated them. Heavens above, how he hated
them all! It was a hatred akin to physical anguish, one that had
been born in his heart when he was a mere child, on that day of
bitter humiliation when he had stood naked at the whipping post,
exposed to the mocking gaze of those aristos with their
perfumed hair and bejewelled lorgnettes. That had been a boy's
hatred, but now it was the hatred of a man filled to the soul
with bitter resentment and the yearning for some measure of revenge.
But it was when the gleam of that resentment glittered most vividly
in her son's eyes that Marianne's podgy, toil-hardened hand would
descend with a soothing pressure upon his shoulder. Her calm philosophy
would express itself in a few clumsy words, and André would
pat that kindly hand and kiss it and make a big effort to subdue
the paroxysm of his fury.
"All I long for, Maman chérie," he would
say, as calmly as he could, "is that I may live long enough
to see the destruction for this old world and the rebuilding of
the new. Nothing else will do, my dear one, but complete annihilation
of everything. There is corruption everywhere; uncleanness, crying
evils too deeply rooted to be remedied. The world is overgrown
with tares; nothing but a world conflagration can render it clean
again."
At which Marianne would nod her head and reply gently: "The
worst tare of all, André, is hatred. How can you reap anything
but conflict if you sow that?"
"It is not hate, Mother, that will set the world aflame,
but justice. Something has got to be done. Those who have mocked
at misery and done nothing to alleviate it must be made to suffer.
Those who have enjoyed life, who have always eaten and drunk their
fill - they have got to learn what it feels like to be so cold
- so cold that your chattering teeth seem ready to fall out of
your jaws and to feel your belly so hollow that you would gnaw
the flesh off your own limbs. They have got to know something
of suffering, Mother. It is justice, and it has got to be."
But Marianne would still shake her wise old head. Justice? When
had there ever been justice in this old world in which she had
lived long and endured so much? There had been no justice in the
days that were past, when up at the château - whither she
trudged day after day, in order to do the family washing - she
saw buckets full of meal and skim milk thrown to the pits, and
fat, meaty bones given to the dogs, which would have kept her
and her boy free from hunger. Was there justice now, when soldiers
who were fighting for France were allowed to starve while the
great orators up in Paris held banquets and feasts in the name
of Liberty?
Justice? God alone held its scales, and no man knew how He would
administer it in the life that was to come.
