Indeed, these few days in Nevers in
the company of two charming and intellectual people were both
pleasant and peaceful. It was years since Aurore had the opportunity
of listening to conversation other than the somewhat naïve
philosophy of Abbé Rosemonde and her father's somewhat
monotonous if fully justified diatribes against the new régime;
and though she felt that she could never agree with the opinions
and ideals expounded so eloquently by the Mignets, yet she could
not help feeling interested, taken out of herself, made to feel
that at any rate the original makers of this terrible revolution
were men of high ideals actuated by the purest of motives.
The day of departure came, alas! all too soon. André came
to Nevers to fetch his wife. The sight of him revived in Aurore's
memory all the terrible times she had lived through. All the quietude
of the past few days seemed to fly from her soul At once she felt
irritated, with her nerves all tingling and on edge. She watched
the carriage drive up to the door and saw him jump down and take
his valise from the driver. She thought he looked ill, but supposed
that perhaps the journey had been trying. It was only later that
she heard that he had actually come from Val-le-Roi, whither he
had gone first from Paris in order to see after his mother's grave
in the churchyard there.
It was not till late afternoon that Aurore found herself along
in her room with her husband. She certainly thought that he looked
different, somehow: older perhaps, but certainly different. He
had been to Marigny and spoke to her about his visit there.
"Your father refused to see me," he told her, "which
I suppose was natural. But I questioned Pierre and Jeannette and
also the Citizen Curé. They all told me that physically
he was well, but not quite normal in his mind."
"Mon Dieu!..."
"It is nothing to be alarmed about.
I spoke to the leech-Citizen Journet - whom you know. They used
to call him in the olden days if any of the servants were sick.
Your father, it seems, condescended to let him feel his pulse
and to take the potion which he prescribed."
"If I could only see him..."
"You wouldn't do him any good. On the contrary, if you were
there he would let loose the floodgates of his resentment and
work himself up into a delirium of fury. I put the question to
the Citizen Doctor and Abbé Rosemonde: they both thought
it best that he should be kept very quiet for a time, under the
care of Pierre and Jeannette."
"You seem to have been very kind," she said, feeling
grateful yet loth to acknowledge her gratitude.
"Only seemingly," he replied lightly, in that flippant,
mocking tone of his which still had the power to irritate her.
However, she kept sufficient control over herself for the moment
to swallow the sharp retort which hovered on her lips.
There was a moment's silence between them, and then he mentioned
Talon.
"I have got the deeds of sale out of that thief, at any rate,"
he said.
"The deeds?"
"Why, yes! The deeds of sale of Marigny and of all the estates
registered in your father's name to Hector Talon."
"I had forgotten," she murmured.
"He hadn't," André replied drily, "not your
father's."
"What does that mean?"
"That I had the title deeds registered in your name, under
the plea that your father was non compos mentis."
"But I couldn't allow-"
"What?"
"I should be defrauding my father."
"Would you rather Talon had possession?"
"Rather he than you," she retorted coldly.
At the moment she hoped, rather than thought, that a slight shadow
passed over his face. They had both been standing during this
brief conversation, carried on with a kind of casual indifference
on his side and with thinly veiled animosity on hers. She had
intended to wound him with the sharpness of her tongue, and having,
as she hoped, succeeded, she turned coolly away from him and sat
down in the winged armchair by the window. With ostentatious care
she disposed the folds of her gown about her, fiddled at her fichu,
allowed her daintily shod foot to peep from beneath her skirt.
Then she took up a piece of embroidery and started to ply her
needle with the appearance of being deeply engrossed in her work.
André watched her in silence for a moment or two. Had she
looked up she would have seen the mocking smile which curled round
his lips.
"I suppose," he said after a while, "that my wits
are specially dull this afternoon. Would you be so gracious as
to explain just what you mean by 'rather he than you'? It sounds
enigmatic to me."
Aurore kept her eyes fixed on her embroidery frame, drawing the
thread in and out as if the destinies of France rested on the
success of her work. With her head slightly tilted to one side,
her fair hair free from powder, like a golden halo above her smooth
forehead, a look of concentration in her deep blue eyes, she looked
perfectly adorable. She knew it, and felt a great measure of strength
in the knowledge. A woman is soon conscious of victory when she
knows that she is beautiful, and Aurore, young and inexperienced
as she was, was no exception to this rule. What worried her was
that she could not keep her hands entirely steady or still the
beatings of her heart. She knew that if she spoke her voice would
betray the fact that she was vaguely frightened. She had hit out
rather blindly and thoughtlessly because his cool indifference
had exasperated her, but now she was afraid of what he might do.
He was cruel and vengeful, she knew that, and she felt frightened,
like a child who has been naughty and knows that it is going to
be punished.
But she would not for worlds let him see that she was anything
but indifferent, and so she remained silent and went on drawing
her embroidery thread in and out with cool ostentation. But, suddenly,
and without any warning, he came up close to her and, with an
impatient oath, snatched the work out of her hand and threw it
on the ground.
"Please answer my question," he said coldly.
The needle, it seemed, had slightly grazed her finger, drawing
a drop of blood. She put the finger to her mouth. Then she rose
from her chair and stooped to pick up her work. He put his foot
on it. As she straightened again she found herself quite close
to him, looking up into his face.
"I meant just what I said," she said, as coolly as she
could, though she felt that her nerves were beginning to give
way; "that I would sooner any man in the whole of France
had Marigny rather than you."
"A very natural sentiment on your part, no doubt," he
rejoined calmly, "seeing that you honour me with such active
hatred. But had you equally honoured me by listening to me just
now you would have heard me say that the title deeds of Marigny
are not inscribed in my name but in yours."
She broke into a harsh, derisive laugh.
"A pretty bit of sophistry, forsooth," she retorted.
"You must think me a food, indeed, if you imagine I do not
see through your tricks. A marriage with the aristo, pardi!
to humiliate her, what? and to avenge wrongs in which she had
no share? Your precious friends believe that tale, do they not?
But they are the fools, not I. I know enough of the laws of your
murdering government. A wife's property belongs to her husband,
and that is the reason why you forced this monstrous union upon
me. It was in order to feather your nest, to obtain possession
of the lands and château which if my dear father and I had
perished on the guillotine would have become the property of the
State. Marry the aristocrat, forsooth, to avenge a mother's death!
Par Dieu! 'twas a pretty story to cover the grasping avarice
of an upstart out for loot!"
She had succeeded in working herself up into a state of uncontrolled
fury. Fear had given way to a kind of nervous exultation at her
own power to wound. All unknowing, he had put the flail in her
hand wherewith to chastise him. And chastise she did. Whether
she believed in what she said or no didn't seem to matter: all
she knew was that her words must hurt him. They must, even though
he stood there close to her, entirely motionless, looking down
into her glowing face with eyes the expression of which she could
not entirely fathom. But that was because she was excited, unable
to reason and to think, only to strike with words that must hit
at what pride he possessed, as a whip lash would have struck at
his face. It was only when she was forced to pause in order to
draw breath that that awful mocking smile which she hated worse
than his cruelty curled once more around his lips.
This goaded her beyond endurance. Her nerves were completely unstrung.
She couldn't have controlled them even if she would. She was just
longing for an actual whip wherewith to strike, longing with all
her soul to make him cringe and suffer at last as he had so often
made her suffer.
With a strange cry, as much of pain as of triumph, she suddenly
raised her hand and strike him in the face....
"You little fool!"
That was what she heard. The voice did not sound quite like his.
Perhaps she had expected a roar, a cry of rage, a savage oath
- he was a beast, and beast usually bellowed when they were hurt;
but all she did hear was a low, contemptuous laugh and those three
words, "You little fool!"
But what happened was quite another matter. His formidable arm
shot out, and in an instant both her wrists were tightly held
together as in a manacle of steel. She felt as if her arms were
wrenched out of their sockets, and in the agony of it her knees
gave way under her. She felt herself sinking to the ground, and
through a mist of semiconsciousness she saw his face quite close
to hers - a cruel, mocking face with a gleam of ferocity in the
eyes.
"On your knees, you little fool!"
What a harsh voice it had become! And then that laugh! Mockery!
Contempt! Mild amusement! The whole gamut of what was most humiliating
and most riling.
"Let go my wrists," she said as steadily as she could,
though she was ready to cry with pain. "Let go! You hurt
me!"
"Hurt you?" he went on coolly. "By God! I mean
to hurt you, you infuriating little vixen! I am going to keep
you here on your knees until those red lips of yours have begged
for pardon."
"Let me go!" she cried aloud. "Brute! Brute! Let
me go!"
"As soon as you have begged for pardon!" he retorted
grimly.
"Never!"
"We shall see!"
He sat down in the winged chair and still held her by the wrists.
She was on her knees, crouching at his feet, for there he held
her pinioned with one foot on the edge of her gown. She could
not move.
"Coward! Let me go!"
"Not I! Coward," he continued coolly, "is an attribute
of mudlarks such as I, but so is obstinacy you'll find, ma
mie. Anyway, you are going to stay here on your knees until
your sweet lips have claimed and received a kiss of forgiveness."
Just for a few seconds she had an uncontrollable desire to scream
at the top of her voice in the hope that some member of the Mignet
household would come to her rescue. But her pride revolted at
the idea of being found in this humiliating position, and with
all their adoration for this brutish husband of hers they might
even take his part against her, and ridicule might then be piled
on humiliation - a thing too awful to contemplate. She thought
that he would tire; those fingers of his, which felt more and
more like iron clamps around her wrists, were bound, she thought,
to loosen their hold a little after a time. Manlike, he would
grow weary of sitting still. The slightest movement on his part,
and the tension would relax. That would be her opportunity for
escape, and, of course, she would not be caught unawares again.
If only she could have closed her ears to his voice, to his gibes
and his sneers and, worse still, to this scornful admiration.
"So you thought out that pretty story for yourself,"
he said at one time: "that I schemed to marry you in order
to obtain possession of your impoverished estates. Name of a name!
you have imagination as well as beauty, ma mie"; and
then he added irrelevantly:
"When you sue for pardon I shall kiss you, Aurore, for your
lips just now look as luscious as two cherries."
Involuntarily a sob rose to her throat, her pretty head fell forward,
and great hot tears fell from her eyes.
"Don't cry, ma mie," he said gaily. "I didn't
cry when that charming cousin of yours struck me in the face just
because you happened to fall into my arms one day. I was only
a boy, and you were a child. Do you remember that day, ma mie?"
His voice seemed to die away somewhere
in space. The shades of evening were drawing in. It was quite
dark in the remote corners of the room. Aurore felt faint and
sick, dreading, yet longing for, unconsciousness. At one moment
hope revived. There was a knock at the door, and she heard André's
voice calling:
"What is it?"
"Supper is ready, citizen," came the servant girl's
voice in reply. "Will you be coming down?"
"Not to-night, Marie," André replied. "My
wife is fatigued, and I will stay with her. Pray the Citizen Doctor
and the Citizeness to excuse us."
After that Aurore sobbed like a child. She was tired and hungry
and in pain. She sobbed, and through her sobs she heard the hated
voice saying quite lightly:
"Give in, ma mie. You won't regret it. If I had a
hand to spare I would put a finger under your pretty chin and
try and teach you that it is quite good to kiss."
She did give in, in the end. She felt ashamed, abjected, cowardly.
A brief while ago she would have scorned the idea of any woman
giving in under such humiliating conditions. But it was not only
physical pain that compelled her. It was something more than that,
and she knew it. It was the enforcement of a will greater than
her own, the absolutism of physical, moral, and mental strength
which seemed to rob her surrender of its most galling sting. She
raised her head and almost with an air of defiance she threw out
the word, "Pardon!" At once her wrists were released,
but her whole body was imprisoned instead. Weak and broken, with
head thrown back and eyes closed, she remained motionless in the
crook of his arm. For a long, long time she remained thus, expecting
and dreading that kiss. She felt that his eyes were on her, revelling
- she had no doubt of that - in her beauty. And for this she hated
and despised him as much as she hated and despised herself. For
one instant she opened her eyes and looked into his. What had
compelled her to open them she didn't know. It was still that
immense power which appeared to be in the very air about her,
bending her will and breaking her spirit. Had she read fury, passion,
or hatred in his eyes she might, she felt, have forgiven him in
her turn, have felt less ashamed of her cowardice; but all she
encountered was a kind of gentle, indulgent mockery, mild amusement
at what to her meant the uprooting of all that she had held inviolate,
the surrender of what she held far deeper than life.
He was amused at her humiliation and could laugh at her distress.
She gave him one look and then said loudly and quite steadily:
"I never knew what hatred meant until now."
"We'll call it that if you like," he retorted lightly,
"but isn't it good?"
And then he kissed her.
