Towards the end of September André
announced to Aurore his intention to take her to Nevers.
"The Mignets," he said, "will be very happy to
have you with them, and there will be a chance for you of seeing
your father."
A quick cry of protest came involuntarily to her lips.
"I would rather stay here!" she said, and then could
have cried with vexation, for at once that mocking smile which
she hated came curling around his mouth.
"I would not wish to burden Madame Mignet with my presence,"
she went on, as coolly as she could. "I know from experience
how difficult housekeeping has become, and a visitor must be a
burden in any house."
"The Citizeness has been longing to see you again, she tells
me, and Paris is not the place for you just now."
It was not often that he assumed this air of authority over her,
but Aurore was sensible enough to know that when he did any kind
of resistance would be useless. In this great era of liberty a
married woman was still entirely dependent on her husband. She
had no money or property apart from him, and he had complete control
over her affairs and over her movements. Aurore, who had a great
regard for her own personal dignity, would never have demeaned
herself by argument or resistance which could only result in defeat.
As a matter of fact, she knew quite well why she was being sent
out of Paris, and in her innermost heart could not help feeling
thankful that there were some kind friends with whom she could
stay, away in a quiet provincial town, until the terrible events
which were looming ahead had come about and vanished into the
past. The trial of the unfortunate Queen had been decreed by the
Convention. This, of course, would be nothing but hideous mockery
and would inevitably end in her condemnation and her death. André
did not wish his wife to be in Paris when that occurred.
He took her over to Nevers on one of the last days in September.
The drive in the diligence through the beautiful valleys of the
Nièvre and the Allier, where the trees that bordered the
road were already clothed in the gorgeous russet and gold mantle
of autumn, was strangely soothing. More than once Aurore fell
asleep in spite of the roughness of the road, the heat inside
the diligence, the querulous murmur of conversation of her fellow
passengers. When a sudden jerk aroused her from these fitful slumbers
she usually found that in her sleep her head had fallen sideways
and come to rest on her husband's shoulder. She would look up
at him, half dazed and with a beating heart, only to find that
he was sitting bolt upright, staring straight out in front of
him, and had not apparently as much as noticed her.
The Mignets were, as usual, more than kind, and did all they could
to make their guest happy. But a strange restlessness now had
possession of Aurore, and the peaceful atmosphere of this refined
household seemed to irritate rather than soothe her nerves. Very
little news from Paris penetrated as far as this sleepy cathedral
town. The diligence to and from the capital only plied once a
month now, and the meagre sheets which it brought were at once
snapped up by a privileged few. As Aurore never spoke with anyone
outside the household she could only learn what the Mignets chose
to tell her. She more than suspected that news was being kept
from her when it was more than usually horrible or alarming. She
did hear of the condemnation and death of the Queen, and this
caused her unmitigated grief. she also heard of the wholesale
execution of the Girondists, the brilliant party whose members
were the first to try and cry halt to the holocaust which they
themselves had set in motion. The élite of intellectual
Paris perished on the guillotine on that awful last day of October,
and with them perished the last of the moderatists who might have
stemmed the tide of butchery nine months before the surfeit of
carnage put an end to it at last.
Aurore could not help wondering at times how her husband would
fare though all the turmoil that followed the execution of the
Girondists. It was obvious, even to her who knew so little, that
no man's head was safe upon his shoulders if he expressed the
slightest desire to see the end of all the slaughter, or showed
anything but satisfaction at the orgy of blood that went on day
after day. And Aurore, with all her hatred and dread of André,
knew him to be entirely fearless and disdainful of his life where
his ideals and his beliefs were at stake. As in the days of his
youth, when he had boldly expressed his views on the Rights of
Man and the iniquity of the old social system that allowed two
thirds of humanity to starve so that the remaining third might
feast, as later on he had joined Danton in the denunciation of
those tyrants who had learned nothing from the lesson taught them
by an outraged people, so now he would with equal boldness tilt
against the assassins, who through sheer fear for their own lives
were vying with one another in atrocities and had turned the beautiful
land of France into a gigantic shambles.
Sooner or later, thought Aurore, he would fall a victim to his
moderatism. It would be a pity, she thought, because there must
be so few men of sane fews and true patriotism left in the country
now. Once or twice she spoke about André to the Mignets
and showed an anxiety on his behalf which she hoped would please
them. It did. And as usual the Doctor and the old lady at once
embarked on their wonted eulogy of their friend.
"They daren't touch him," the Doctor said decisively.
"Why not?" Aurore retorted. And then added: "It
seems to me that, as they dared raise their guilty hand against
the Queen, they would dare anything."
"That was different," the Doctor asserted.
"Why different?" she demanded.
"André's life is consecrated to the service of the
poor and the afflicted. One could hardly say that of the unfortunate
Marie Antoinette."
"She never had the opportunity," Aurore protested hotly.
"Perhaps not. But, anyway, while she lived she was a constant
inducement to a handful of hotheaded traitors to betray their
country for her sake. You would be surprised, citizeness, if you
knew the number of conspiracies, of intrigues, of treacheries
that were daily hatches in order to overthrow the Republic and
replace the Austrian woman on her son on the throne."
"Then do you mean to tell me that you-" Aurore retorted
vehemently.
"Don't ask me that question, citizeness," the Doctor
broke in with earnestness. "I am no politician, nor am I
the guardian of my country's laws. I only wanted to point out
to you that the execution of Marie Antoinette in no way suggest
danger to your husband."
"Unless things chance very much for the worse," the
old lady put in, "the country cannot afford to lose its André
Vallon."
"Why not?"
It seemed a strange question for a wife to ask. Madame Mignet,
for the first time since the beginning of their friendship, cast
a disapproving eye on Aurore.
"My dear," she said coldly, "you know better than
we do that your husband is the only man in France at this present
moment who has thoroughly mastered the system of teaching the
deaf and dumb. By means of signs, which he does with his one hand,
he has taught scores of such poor afflicted souls how to exchange
and assimilate ideas. And the same with the blind. Surely you
knew all that."
Aurore's silence was her reply. She felt ashamed. How could she
own to these dear, kind friends that she had not yet been on such
terms of intimacy with her husband that he could speak to her
about himself or his work? She had only been a pleasant acquaintance
in the sunny home of the Quai de la Ferraille, one with whom a
busy man could discuss the abstract theories of Rousseau or the
speeches of Mirabeau. To her husband she had only been an intelligent
opponent at chess or piquet, but never a confidant. Not hers the
sympathetic ear into which a man could pour the tale of his struggles,
his strivings, his disappointments. Not hers the loved voice whose
gentle tones could soothe the nerves jaded by fatigue.
Much against her will, a few hot tears rose to Aurore's eyes.
She rose quickly and turned away lest those kind friends should
see them.
But after that she no longer tried to disguise from the Mignets
the fact that she and André were two beings apart. They
had guessed it, of course, but out of delicacy had never given
her a hint that they knew. The full circumstances of her marriage
were, of course, unknown to them, but it was very clear that the
ideals of a Royalist and those of a child of the Revolution were
as far apart as the poles. Love alone might in time have bridged
over the distance, but alas! as Madame Mignet remarked to her
son one day when they talked the matter over together, there is
no love between them on either side. Womanlike, she put the blame
for this on Aurore.
"She is beautiful," was her comment on the situation,
"but I am afraid that she has no temperament; and André
ought to have had either a clinging, affectionate little wife,
who would have mothered him, or else..."
The old lady paused and put on a demure expression. She knew what
she meant, and so did her son, and between them they decided that
Aurore of the wonderful eyes and the cherry-red mouth did not
possess any of the attributes which would have made André
happy.
"Unless..." Madame Mignet added, who was nothing if
not enigmatic. And then she said with a hopeful little sigh, "One
never knows."
And Aurore, sitting in the large-winged chair by the window in
the pretty room at Nevers, watched the snowflakes slowly fluttering
down from the leaden sky. She also watched other things from that
pleasant point of vantage - people hurrying by with heads bent
against the cold wind, the poor little half-frozen children hurrying
home from school, the gossips at the street corner, and the itinerant
menders of tin pots or earthenware, and, once a month, when the
diligence came in from Paris, her husband, André Vallon,
with a small valise in his hand, pausing a moment at the door
to ring the bell.
