She stood for a moment, gazing mechanically
on the retreating figure of the asthmatic giant. The next moment
she heard her name spoken, and turned quickly with a little cry
of joy.
"Régine!"
A young man was hurrying towards her, was soon by her side and
took her hand.
"I have been waiting," he said reproachfully, "for
more than an hour."
In the twilight his face appeared pinched and pale, with dark,
deep-sunken eyes that told of a troubled soul and a consuming,
inward fire. He wore cloth clothes that were very much the worse
for wear, and boots that were down at hell. A battered tricorne
hat was pushed back from his high forehead, exposing the veined
temples with the line of brown hair, and the arched, intellectual
brows that proclaimed the enthusiast rather than the man of action.
"I am sorry, Bertrand," the girl said simply. "But
I had to wait such a long time at Mother Théot's, and-"
"But what were you doing now?" he queried with an impatient
frown. "I saw you from a distance. You came out of yonder
house, and then stood here like one bewildered. You did not hear
when first I called."
"I have had quite a funny adventure," Régine
explained; "and I am very tired. Sit down with me, Bertrand,
for a moment. I'll tell you all about it."
A flat refusal hovered palpably on his lips.
"It is too late-" he began, and the frown of impatience
deepened upon his brow. He tried to protest, but Régine
did look very tired. Already, without waiting for his consent,
she had turned into the little porch, and Bertrand perforce had
to follow her.
The shades of evening now were fast gathering in, and the lengthened
shadows stretched out away, right across the street. The last
rays of the sinking sun still tinged the roofs and chimney pots
opposite with a crimson hue. But here, in the hallowed little
trysting-place, the kingdom of night had already established its
sway. The darkness lent an air of solitude and of security to
this tiny refuge, and Régine drew a happy little sigh as
she walked deliberately to its farthermost recess and sat down
on the wooden bench in it extreme and darkest angle.
Behind her, the heavy oaken door of the church was closed. The
church itself, owning to the contumaciousness of its parish priest,
had been desecrated by the ruthless hands of the Terrorists and
left derelict, to fall into decay. The stone walls themselves
appeared cut off from the world, as if ostracized. But between
them Régine felt safe, and when Bertrand Moncrif somewhat
reluctantly sat down beside her, she also felt almost happy.
"It is very late," he murmured once more, ungraciously.
She was leaning her head against the wall, looked so pale, with
eyes closed and bloodless lips, that the young man's heart was
suddenly filled with compunction.
"You are not ill, Régine?" he asked, more gently.
"No," she replied, and smiled bravely up at him. "Only
very tired and a little dizzy. The atmosphere in Catherine Théot's
rooms was stifling, and then when I came out-"
He took her hand, obviously making an effort to be patient and
to be kind; and she, not noticing the effort or his absorption,
began to tell him about her little adventure with the asthmatic
giant.
"Such a droll creature," she explained. "He would
have frightened me but for that awful, churchyard cough."
But the matter did not seem to interest Bertrand very much; and
presently he took advantage of a pause in her narrative to ask
abruptly:
"And Mother Théot, what had she to say?"
Régine gave a shudder.
"She foretells danger for us all," she said.
"The old charlatan!" he retorted with a shrug of the
shoulders. "As if every one was not in danger these days!"
"She gave me a powder," Régine went on simply,
"which she thinks will calm Joséphine's nerves."
"And that is folly," he broke in harshly. "We do
not want Joséphine's nerves to be calmed."
But at his words, which in truth sounded almost cruel, Régine
roused herself with a sudden air of authority.
"Bertrand," she said firmly, "you are doing a great
wrong by dragging the child into your schemes. Joséphine
is too young to be used as a tool by a pack of thoughtless enthusiasts."
A bitter, scornful laugh from Bertrand broke in on her vehemence.
"Thoughtless enthusiasts!" he exclaimed roughly. "Is
that how you call us, Régine? My God! where is your loyalty,
your devotion? Have you no faith, no aspirations? Do you no longer
worship God or reverence your King?"
"In heaven's name, Bertrand, take care!" she whispered
hoarsely, looked about her as if the stone walls of the porch
had ears and eyes fixed upon the man she loved.
"Take care!" he rejoined bitterly. "Yes! that is
your creed now. Caution! Circumspection! You fear-"
"For you," she broke in reproachfully; "for Joséphine;
for maman; for Jacques - not for myself, God knows!"
"We must all take risks, Régine," he retorted
more composedly. "We must all risk our miserable lives in
order to end this awful, revolting tyranny. We must have a wider
outlook, think not only of ourselves, of those immediately round
us, but of France, of humanity, of the entire world. The despotism
of a bloodthirsty autocrat has made of the people of France a
people of slaves, cringing, fearful, abject - swayed by his word,
too cowardly now to rebel."
"And what are you? My God!" she cried passionately.
"You and your friends, my poor young sister, my foolish little
brother? What are you, that you think you can stem to torrent
of this stupendous Revolution? How think you that your feeble
voices will be heard above the roar of a whole nation in the throws
of misery and of shame?"
"It is the still small voice," Bertrand replied, in
the tone of a visionary, who sees mysteries and who dreams dreams,
"that is heard by its persistence even above the fury of
thousands in full cry. Do we not call our organization 'the Fatalists'?
Our aim is to take every opportunity by quick, short speeches,
by mixing with the crowd and putting in a word here and there,
to make propaganda against the fiend Robespierre. The populace
are like sheep; they'll follow a lead. One day, one of us - it
may be the humblest, the weakest, the youngest; it may be Joséphine
or Jacques; I pray God it may be me - but one of us will find
the word and speak it at the right time, and the people will follow
us and turn against that execrable monster and hurl him from his
throne, down into Gehenna."
He spoke below his breath, in a hoarse whisper which even she
had to strain her ears to hear.
"I know, I know, Bertrand," she rejoined, and her tiny
hand stole out in a pathetic endeavour to capture his. "Your
aims are splendid. You are wonderful, all of you. Who am I, that
I should even with a word or a prayer, try to dissuade you to
do what you think is right? But Joséphine is so young,
so hot-headed! What help can she give you? She is only seventeen.
And Jacques! He is just an irresponsible boy! Think, Bertrand,
think! If anything were to happen to these children, it would
kill maman!"
He gave a shrug of the shoulders and smothered a weary sigh. She
had succeeded in capturing his hand, clung to it with the strength
of a passionate appeal.
"You and I will never understand one another, Régine,"
he began; then added quickly, "over these matters,"
because, following on his cruel words, he had heard the tiny cry
of pain, so like that of a wounded bird, which much against her
will had escaped her lips. "You do not understand,"
he went on, more quietly, "that in a great cause the sufferings
of individuals are nought beside the glorious achievement that
is in view."
"The sufferings of individuals," she murmured, with
a pathetic little sigh. "In truth 'tis but little heed you
pay, Bertrand, to my sufferings these days." She paused awhile,
then added under her breath: "Since first you met Theresia
Cabarrus, three months ago, you have eyes and ears only for her."
He smothered an angry exclamation.
"It is useless, Régine-" he began.
"I know," she broke in quietly. "Theresia Cabarrus
is beautiful; she has charm, wit, power - all things which I do
not possess."
"She has fearlessness and a heart of gold," Bertrand
rejoined and, probably despite himself, a sudden warmth crept
into his voice. "Do you not know of the marvellous influence
which she exercised over that fiend Tallien, down in Bordeaux?
He went there filled with a veritable tiger's fury, ready for
a wholesale butchery of all the royalists, the aristocrats, the
bourgeois, over there - all those, in fact, whom he chose to believe
were conspiring against this hideous Revolution. Well! under Theresia's
influence he actually modified his views and became so lenient
that he was recalled. You know, or should know, Régine,"
the young man added in a tone of bitter reproach, "that Theresia
is as good as she is beautiful."
"I do know that, Bertrand," the girl rejoined with an
effort. "Only-"
"Only what?" he queried roughly.
"I do not trust her... that is all." Then, as he made
no attempt at concealing his scorn and his impatience, she went
on in a tone which was much harsher, more uncompromising than
the one she had adopted hitherto: "your infatuation blinds
you, Bertrand, or you - an enthusiastic royalist, an ardent loyalist
- would not place your trust in an avowed Republican. Theresia
Cabarrus may be kind-hearted - I don't deny it. She may have done
and she may be all that you say; but she stands for the negation
of every one of your ideals, for the destruction of what you exalt,
the glorification of the principles of this execrable Revolution."
"Jealousy blinds you, Régine," he retorted moodily.
She shook her head.
"No, it is not jealousy, Bertrand - not common, vulgar jealousy
- that prompts me to warn you, before it is too late. Remember,"
she added solemnly, 'that you have not only yourself to think
of, but that you are accountable to God and to me for the innocent
lives of Joséphine and of Jacques. By confiding in that
Spanish woman-"
"Now you are insulting her," he broke in mercilessly.
"Making her out to be a spy."
"What else is she?" the girl riposted vehemently. "You
know that she is affianced to Tallien, whose influence and whose
cruelty are second only to those of Robespierre. You know it,
Bertrand!" she insisted, seeing that at last she had silenced
him and that he sat beside her, sullen and obstinate. "You
know it, even though you choose to close your eyes and ears to
what is common knowledge."
There was silence after that for a while in the narrow porch,
where two hearts once united were filled now with bitterness,
one against the other. Even out in the street it had become quite
dark, the darkness of a spring night, full of mysterious lights
and grey, indeterminate shadows. The girl shivered as with cold
and drew her tattered shawl more closely round her shoulders.
She was vainly trying to swallow her tears. Goaded into saying
more than she had ever meant to, she felt the finality of what
she had said. Something had finally snapped just now: something
that could never in after years be put together again. The boy
and girl love which had survived the past two years of trouble
and of stress, lay wounded unto death, bleeding at the foot of
the shrine of a man's infatuation and a woman's vanity. How impossible
this would have seemed but a brief while ago!
Through the darkness, swift visions of past happy times came fleeting
before the girl's tear-dimmed gaze: visions of walks in the woods
round Auteuil, of drifting down-stream in a boat on the Seine
on hot August days - aye! even of danger shared and perilous moments
passed together, hand in hand, with bated breath, in darkened
rooms, with curtains drawn and ears straining to hear the distant
cannonade, the shouts of an infuriated populace or the rattle
of death carts upon the cobblestones. Swift visions of past sorrows
and past joys! An immense self-pity filled the girl's heart to
bursting. An insistent sob that would not be suppressed rose to
her throat.
"Oh, Mother of God, have mercy!" she murmured through
her tears.
Bertrand, shamed and confused, his heart stirred by the misery
of this girl whom he had so dearly loved, his nerves strained
beyond endurance through the many mad schemes which his enthusiasm
was for ever evolving, felt like a creature on the rack, torn
between compunction and remorse on the one hand and irresistible
passion on the other.
"Régine," he pleaded, "forgive me! I am
a brute, I know - a brute to you, who have been the kindest little
friend a man could possibly hope for. Oh, my dear," he added
pitiably, "if you would only understand...."
At once her tender, womanly sentiment was to the fore, sweeping
pride and just resentment out of the way. Hers was one of those
motherly natures that are always more ready to comfort than to
chide. Already she had swallowed her tears, and now that with
a wearied gesture he had buried his face in his hands, she put
her arm around his neck, pillowed his head against her breast.
"I do understand, Bertrand," she said gently. "And
you must never ask my forgiveness, for you and I have loved one
another too well to bear anger or grudge one toward the other.
There!" she said, and rose to her feet, and seemed by that
sudden act to gather up all the moral strength of which she stood
in such sore need. "It is getting late, and maman will be
anxious. Another time we must have a more quiet talk about our
future. But," she added, with renewed seriousness, "if
I concede you Theresia Cabarrus without another murmur, you must
give me back Joséphine and Jacques, If - if I - am to lose
you - I could not bear to lose them as well. They are so young...."
"Who talks of losing them?" he broke in, once more impatient,
enthusiastic - his moodiness gone, his remorse smothered, his
conscience dead to all save to his schemes. "And what have
I to do with it all? Joséphine and Jacques are members
of the Club. They may be young, but they are old enough to know
the value of an oath. They are pledged just like I am, just like
we all are. I could not, even if I would, make them false to their
oath." Then, as she made no reply, he leaned over to her,
took her hands in his, tried to read her inscrutable face through
the shadows of night. He thought that he read obstinacy in her
rigid attitude, the unresponsive placidity of her hands. "You
would not have them false to their oath?" he insisted.
She made no reply to that, only queried dully:
"What are you going to do to-night?"
"To-night," he said with passionate earnestness, his
eyes glowing with the fervid adour of self-immolation, "we
are going to let hell loose around the name of Robespierre."
"Where?"
"At the open-air supper in the Rue St. Honoré. Joséphine
and Jacques will be there."
She nodded mechanically, quietly disengaged her hands from his
feverish grasp.
"I know," she said quietly. "They told me they
were going. I have no influence to stop them."
"You will be there, too?" he asked.
"Of course. So will poor maman," she replied simply.
"This may be the turning point, Régine," he said
with passionate earnestness, "in the history of France!"
"Perhaps!"
"Think if it, Régine! Think o fit! Your sister, your
young brother! Their name may go down to posterity as the saviours
of France!"
"The saviours of France!" she murmured vaguely.
"One word has swayed a multitude before now. It may do so
again... to-night!"
"Yes," she said. "And those poor children believe
in the power of their oratory."
"Do not you?"
"I only remember that you, Bertrand, have probably spoken
of your plan to Theresia Cabarrus, that the place will be swarming
with the spies of Robespierre, and that you and the children will
be recognized, seized, dragged into prison, then to the guillotine!
My God!" she added, in a pitiful murmur. "And I am powerless
to do anything but look on like an insentient log, whilst you
run your rash heads into a noose, and then follow you all to death,
whilst maman is left alone to perish in misery and in want."
"A pessimist again, Régine!" he said with a forced
laugh, and in his turn rose to his feet. "'Tis little we
have accomplished this evening," he added bitterly, "by
talking."
She said nothing more. An icy chill had hold of her heart. Not
only of her heart, but of her brain and her whole being. Strive
as she might, she could not enter into Bertrand's schemes, and
as his whole entity was wrapped up in them she felt estranged
from him, out of touch, shut out from his heart. Unspeakable bitterness
filled her soul. She hated Theresia Cabarrus, who had enslaved
Bertrand's fancy, and above all she mistrusted her. At this moment
she would gladly have given her life to get Bertrand away from
the influence of that woman and away from that madcap association
which called itself "the Fatalists," and into which
he had dragged both Joséphine and Jacques.
Silently she preceded him out of the little church porch, the
habitual trysting-place, where at one time she had spent so many
happy hours. Just before she turned off into the street, she looked
back, as if through the impenetrable darkness which enveloped
it now she would conjure up, just once more, those happy images
of the past. but the darkness made no response to the mute cry
of her fancy, and with a last sigh of intense bitterness, she
followed Bertrand down the street.
Less than five minutes after Bertrand
and Régine had left the porch of Petit St. Antoine, the
heavy oak door of the church was cautiously opened. It moved noiselessly
upon its hinges, and presently through the aperture the figure
of a man emerged, hardly discernible in the gloom. He slipped
through the door into the porch, then closed the former noiselessly
behind him.
A moment or two later his huge, bulky figure was lumbering up
the Rue St. Antoine, in the direction of the Arsenal, his down-at-heel
shoes making a dull clip-clop on the cobblestones. There were
but very few passers-by at this hour, and the man went along with
his peculiar shuffling gaint until he reached the Porte St. Antoine.
The city gates were still open at this hour, for it was only a
little while ago that the many church clocks of the quartier had
struck eight, nor did the sergeant at the gate pay much heed to
the beggarly caitiff who went by; only he and the half-dozen men
of the National Guard who were in charge of the gate, did remark
that the belated wayfarer appeared to be in distress with a terrible
asthmatic cough which caused one of the men to say with grim facetiousness:
"Pardi! but here's a man who will not give maman guillotine
any trouble!"
They all noticed, moreover, that after the asthmatic giant had
passed through the city gate, he turned his shuffling footsteps
in the direction of the Rue de la Planchette.
