A young man - tall, spare, with sallow
skin and shifty, restless eyes - pushed unceremoniously past the
old servant, threw his hat and cane down on the nearest chair,
and hurrying across the vestibule, entered the salon where the
beautiful Spaniard, a picture of serene indifference, sat ready
to receive him.
She had chosen for the setting of this scene a small settee covered
in old rose brocade. On this she half sat, half reclined, with
an open book in her hand, her elbow resting on the frame of the
settee, her cheek leaning against her hand. Immediately behind
her, the light from an oil lamp tempered by a shade of rose-coloured
silk, outlined with a brilliant, glowing pencil the contour of
her small head, one exquisite shoulder, and the mass of her raven
hair, whilst it accentuated the cool half-tones of her diaphanous
gown, on the round bare arms and bust, the tiny sandalled feet
and cross-gartered legs.
A picture in truth to dazzle the eyes of any man! Tallien should
have been at her feet in an instant. The fact that he paused in
the doorway bore witness to the unruly thoughts that ran riot
in his brain.
"Ah, citizen Tallien!" the fair Theresia exclaimed with
a perfect assumption of sang-froid. "You are the first to
arrive, and are indeed welcome; for I was nearly swooning with
ennui. Well!" she added, with a provocative smile, and extended
a gracious arm in his direction. "Are you not going to kiss
my hand?"
"I heard a voice," was all the response which he gave
to this seductive invitation. "A man's voice. Who was it?"
She raised a pair of delicately pencilled eyebrows. her eyes became
as round and as innocent-looking as a child's.
"A man's voice?" she riposted with a perfect air of
astonishment. "You are crazy, mon ami; or else are crediting
my faithful Pepita with a virile bass, which in truth she doth
not possess!"
"Whose voice was it?" Tallien reiterated, making an
effort to speak calmly, even though he was manifestly shaking
with choler.
Whereupon the fair Theresia, no longer gracious or arch, looked
him up and down as if he were no better than a lacquey.
"Ah, ça!" she rejoined coldly. "Are you
perchance trying to cross-question me? By what right, I pray you,
citizen Tallien, do you assume this hectoring tone in my presence?
I am not yet your wife, remember; and 'tis not you, I image, who
are the dictator of France."
"Do not tease me, Theresia!" the man interposed hoarsely.
"Bertrand Moncrif is here."
For the space of a second, or perhaps less, Theresia gave no reply
to the taunt. Her quick, alert brain had already faced possibilities,
and she was far too clever a woman to take the risks which a complete
evasion of the truth would have entailed at this moment. She did
not, in effect, know whether Tallien was speaking from positive
information given to him by spies, or merely from conjecture born
of jealousy. Moreover, another would be here presently - another,
whose spies were credited with omniscience, and whom she might
not succeed in dominating with a smile or a frown, as she could
the love-sick Tallien. Therefore, after that one brief instant's
reflection she decided to temporize, to shelter behind a half-truth,
and replied, with a quick glance from under her long lashes:
"I am not teasing you, citizen. Bertrand came here for shelter
awhile ago."
Tallien drew a quick sigh of satisfaction, and she went on carelessly:
"But, obviously, I could not keep him here. He seemed hurt
and frightened.... He has been gone this past half-hour."
For a moment it seemed as if the man, in face of this obvious
lie, would flare out into a hot retort; but Theresia's luminous
eyes subdued him, and before the cool contempt expressed by those
exquisite lips, he felt all his blustering courage oozing away.
"The man is an abominable and an avowed traitor," he
said sullenly. "Only two hours ago-"
"I know," she broke in coldly. "He vilified Robespierre.
A dangerous thing to do. Bertrand was ever a fool, and he lost
his head."
"He will lose it more effectually to-morrow," Tallien
retorted grimly.
"You mean that you would denounce him?"
"That I will denounce him. I would have done so to-night,
before coming here, only - only-"
"Only what?"
"I was afraid he might be here."
Theresia broke into a ringing if somewhat artificial peal of laughter.
"I must thank you, citizen, for this consideration of my
feelings. It was, in truth, thoughtful of you to think of sparing
me a scandal. But, since Bertrand is not here-"
"I know where he lodges. He'll not escape, citoyenne. My
word on it!"
Tallien spoke very quietly, but with that concentrated fury of
which a fiercely jealous man is ever capable. He had remained
standing in the doorway all this while, his eyes fixed on the
beautiful woman before him, but his attention feverishly divided
between her and what might be going on in the vestibule behind
him.
In answer to his last threatening words, the lovely Theresia rejoined,
more seriously:
"So as to make sure I do not escape either!" And a flash
of withering anger shot from her dark eyes on the unromantic figure
of her adorer. "Or you, mon ami! You are determined that
Mme Roland's fate shall overtake me, eh? And no doubt you will
be thrilled to the marrow when you see my head fall into your
precious salad-bowl. Will yours follow mine, think you? Or will
you prefer to emulate citizen Roland's more romantic ending?"
Even while she spoke, Tallien had been unable to repress a shudder.
"Theresia, in heaven's name-!" he murmured.
"Bah, mon ami! There is no longer a heaven these days. You
and your party have carefully abolished the Hereafter. So, after
you and I have taken our walk up the steps of the scaffold-"
"Theresia!"
"Eh, what?" she went on coolly. "Is that not perchance
what you have in contemplation? Moncrif, you say, is an avowed
traitor. Has openly vilified and insulted your demi-god. He has
been seen coming to my apartments. Good! I tell you that he is
no longer here. But let that pass. He is denounced. Good! Sent
to the guillotine. Good again! And Theresia Cabarrus in whose
house he tried to seek refuge, much against her will, goes to
the guillotine in his company. The prospect may please you, mon
ami, because for the moment you are suffering from a senseless
attack of jealousy. But I confess that it does not appeal to me."
The man was silent now; awed against his will. His curiously restless
eyes swept over the graceful apparition before him. Insane jealousy
was fighting a grim fight in his heart with terror for his beloved.
Her argument was a sound one. Even he was bound to admit that.
Powerful though he was in the Convention, his influence was as
nothing compared with that of Robespierre. And he knew his redoubtable
colleague well enough that an insult such as Moncrif had put upon
in the Rue St. Honoré this night would never be forgiven,
neither in the young hot-head himself nor in any of his friends,
adherents, or mere pitying sympathizers.
Theresia Cabarrus was clever enough and quick enough to see that
she had gained one point.
"Come and kiss my hand," she said, with a little sight
of satisfaction.
This time the man obeyed, without an instant's hesitation. Already
he was down on his knees, repentant and humiliated. She gave him
her small, sandalled foot to kiss. After that, Tallien became
abject.
"You know that I would die for you, Theresia!" he murmured
passionately.
This is the second time to-night that such an assertion had been
made in this room. And both had been made in deadly earnest, whilst
the fair listener had remained equally indifferent to both. And
for the second time to-night, Theresia passed her cool white hand
over the bent head of an ardent worshipper, whilst her lips murmured
vaguely:
"Foolish! Oh, how foolish! Why do men torture themselves,
I wonder, with senseless jealousy?"
Instinctively she turned her small head in the direction of the
passage and the little kitchen, where Bertrand Moncrif had found
temporary and precarious shelter. Self-pity and a kind of fierce
helplessness not untinged with remorse made her eyes appear resentful
and hard.
There, in the stuffy little kitchen at the end of the dark, dank
passage, love in its pure sense, happiness, brief perhaps but
unalloyed, and certainly obscure, lay in wait for her. Here, at
her feet, was security in the present turmoil, power, and a fitting
background for her beauty and her talents. She did not want to
lose Bertrand; indeed, she did not intend to lose him. She sighed
a little regretfully as she thought of his good looks, his enthusiasm,
his selfless ardour. Then she looked down once more on the narrow
shoulders, the lank, colourless hair, the bony hands of the erstwhile
lawyer's clerk to whom she had already promised marriage, and
she shuddered a little when she remembered that those same hands
into which she had promised to place her own and which now grasped
hers in passionate adoration had, of a certainty, signed the order
for those execrable massacres which had for ever sullied the early
days of the Revolution. For a moment - a brief one, in truth -
she marvelled if union with such a man was not too heavy a price
to pay for immunity and for power.
But the hesitancy only lasted a few seconds. The next, she had
thrown back her head as if in defiance of the whisperings of conscience
and of heart. She need not lose her youthful lover at all. He
was satisfied with so little! A few kind words here, an occasional
kiss, a promise or two, and he would always remain her willing
slave.
It were foolish indeed, and far, far too late, to give way to
sentiment at this hour, when Tallien's influence in the Convention
was second only to that of Robespierre, whilst Bertrand Moncrif
was a fugitive, a suspect, a poor miserable fanatic, whose hot-headedness
was for ever landing him from one dangerous situation into another.
So, after indulging in the faintest little sigh of yearning for
the might-have-been, she met her latest adorer's worshipping glance
with coquettish air of womanly submission, which completed his
subjugation, and said lightly:
"And now give me my orders for to-night, mon ami."
She settled herself down more comfortably upon the settee, and
graciously allowed him to sit on a low chair beside her.
The turbulent little incident was closed.
Theresia had her way, and poor, harassed Tallien succeeded in
shutting away in the innermost recesses of his heart the pangs
of jealousy which still tortured him. His goddess was now all
smiles, and the subtle flattery implied by her preference for
him above his many rivals warmed his atrophied heart and soothed
his boundless vanity.
We must accept the verdict of history that Theresia Cabarrus never
loved Tallien. In truth appears to be that what love she was capable
of had undoubtedly been given to Bertrand Moncrif, whom she would
not entirely dismiss from his allegiance, even though she had
at last been driven into promising marriage to the powerful Terrorist.
It is doubtful if, despite that half-hearted and wholly selfish
love for the young royalist, she had ever intended that he should
be more to her than a slavish worshipper, a friend on whom she
could count for perpetual adoration or mere sentimental dalliance;
but a husband - never! Certain it is that even Tallien, influential
as he was, was only a pis-aller. The lovely Spaniard, we make
no doubt, would have preferred Robespierre as a future husband,
or, failing him, Louise-Antoine St. Just. but the latter was deeply
enamoured of another woman; and Robespierre was too cautious,
too ambitious, to allow himself to be enmeshed.
So she fell back on Tallien.
"Give me my orders for tonight,"
the lovely woman had said to her future lord. And he - a bundle
of vanity and egoism - was flattered and soothed by this submission,
though he knew in his heart of hearts that it was only pretence.
"You will help me, Theresia?" he pleaded.
She nodded, and asked coldly: "How?"
"You know that Robespierre suspects me," he went on,
and instinctively, at the mere breathing of that awe-inspiring
name his voice sank to a murmur. "Ever since I came back
from Bordeaux."
"I know. Your leniency there is attributed to me."
"It was your influence, Theresia-" he began.
"That turned you," she broke in coldly, "from a
bloodstained beast into a right-minded justiciary. Do you regret
it?"
"No, no!" he protested; "since it gained me your
love."
"Could I love a beast of prey?" she retorted. "But
if you do not regret, you are certainly afraid."
"And he had sent me to Bordeaux to punish, not to pardon."
"Then you are afraid!" she insisted. "Has
anything happened?"
"No; only his usual hints - his vague threats. You know them."
She nodded.
"The same," he went on somberly, "that he used
ere he struck Danton."
"Danton was hot-headed. He was too proud to appeal to the
populace who idolized him."
"And I have no popularity to which I can appeal. If Robespierre
strikes at me in the Convention, I am doomed-"
"Unless you strike first."
"I have no following. We none of us have. Robespierre sways
the Convention with one word."
"You mean," she broke in more vehemently, "that
you are all cringing cowards - the abject slaves of one man. Two
hundred of you are longing for this era of bloodshed to cease;
two hundred would stay the pitiless work of the guillotine - and
not one is plucky enough to cry, "Halt! It is enough!'"
"The first man who cries 'Halt!' is called a traitor,"
Tallien retorted gloomily. "And the guillotine will not rest
until Robespierre himself had said, 'It is enough!'"
"He alone knows what he wants. He alone fears no one,"
she exclaimed, almost involuntarily giving grudging admiration
where in truth she felt naught but loathing.
"I would not fear either, Theresia," he protested, and
there was a note of tender reproach in his voice, "if it
were not for you."
"I know that, mon ami," she rejoined with an impatient
little sight. "Well, what do you want me to do?"
He leaned forward in his chair, closer to her, and did not mark
- poor fool! - that, as he drew near, she recoiled ever so slightly
from him.
"There are two things," he said insinuatingly, "which
you could do, Theresia, either of which would place Robespierre
under such lasting obligation to you that he would admit us into
the inner circle of his friends, trust us and confide in us as
he does in St. Just or Couthon."
"Trust you, you mean. He never would trust a woman."
"It means the same thing - security for us both."
"Well?" she rejoined. "What are these two things?"
He paused a moment, appeared to hesitate; then said resolutely:
"Firstly, there is Bertrand Moncrif... and his Fatalists-"
Her face hardened. She shook her head.
"I warned Robespierre about to-night," she said. "I
knew that a lot of young fools meant to cause a fracas in the
Rue St. Honoré. But the whole thing has been a failure,
and Robespierre has no use for failures."
"It need not be a failure - even yet."
"What do you mean?"
"Robespierre will be here directly," he urged, in a
whisper rendered hoarse with excitement. "Bertrand Moncrif
is here - Why not deliver the young traitor, and earn Robespierre's
gratitude?"
"Oh!" she broke in indignant protest. Then, as she caught
the look of jealous anger which at her obvious agitation suddenly
flared up in his narrow eyes again, she went on with a careless
shrug of her statuesque shoulders: "Bertrand is not here,
as I told you, my friend. So these means of serving your cause
are out of my reach."
"Theresia," he urged, "by deceiving me-"
"By tantalizing me," she broke in harshly, "you
do yourself no good. Let us understand one another, my friend,"
she went on more gently. "You wish me to serve you by serving
the dictator of France. And I tell you you'll not gain your ends
by taunting me."
"Theresia, we must make friends with Robespierre! He has
the power; he rules over France. Whilst I-"
"Ah!" she retorted with vehemence. "That is where
you and your weak-kneed friends are wrong! You say that Robespierre
rules France. 'Tis not true. It is not Robespierre, the man, who
rules; it is his name! The name of Robespierre has become a fetish,
an idolatry. Before it every head is bent and every courage cowed.
It rules by the fear which it evokes and by the slavery which
it compels under the perpetual threat of death. Believe me,"
she insisted, "'tis not Robespierre who rules, but the guillotine
which he wields! And we are all of us helpless - you and I and
your friends. And all the others who long to see the end of this
era of bloodshed and of revenge, we have got to do as he tells
us - pile up crime upon crime, massacre upon massacre, and bear
the odium of it all, while he stands aloof in darkness and in
solitude, the brain that guides, whilst you and your party are
only the hands that strike. Oh! the humiliation of it! And if
you were but men, all of you, instead of puppets-"
"Hush, Theresia, in heaven's name!" Tallien broke in
peremptorily at last. He had vainly tried to pacify her while
she poured forth the vials of her resentment and her contempt.
But now his ears, attuned to sensitiveness by an ever-present
danger, had caught a sound which proceeded from the vestibule
- a sound which made him shudder - a footstep - the opening of
a door - a voice. "Hush!" he entreated. "Every
dumb wall has ears, these days!"
She broke into a harsh, excited little laugh.
"You are right, my friend," she said under her breath.
"What do I care, after all? What do any of us care now, so
long as our necks are fairly safe upon our shoulders? But I'll
not sell Bertrand," she added firmly. "If I did it I
should despise myself too much and hate you worse. So tell me
quickly what else I can do to propitiate the ogre!"
"He'll tell you himself," Tallien murmured hurriedly,
as the sounds in the vestibule became more loud and distinctive.
"Here they are! And, in heaven's name, Theresia, remember
that our lives are at that one man's mercy!"
